It has been awhile since I have wrote. My mood has been all over the place and I guess I'm mixed. Between mania and depression. Mix in feelings of grief. I had to put my dog of 13 years asleep a couple of weeks ago right after our trip my my in-laws in Cambridge. He got real sick in Cambridge and when we brought him home we had him put down.
I have been drinking more than I usually do also. Probably because my anxiety is off the charts this time of year. I have managed to do all the x-mas shopping and just started decorating. Like any of it matters much. I'm just not in a great mood and it sure colours everything else going on .
This is a bad time of the year for many of us. I hate it. I am not a Christmas type person. I enjoy my grandkids, but that's about it. If it wasn't for the wife, I would just sleep in that day. But cheer up, Jesus is risen and bin Laden isn't. Yeah!
ReplyDeleteNice comment from coffey.
DeleteEveryone's emotions are at the forefront this time of year. There are various reasons but I do think it sucks. Very hard to push the sadness away. But we have to keep trying. If you find yourself humming a Christmas song.....sing it loud!
OH, do I even know the feeling. I haven't been able to do much of anything for the last three weeks, or so. And with the meds I'm taking, I would get really sick if I tried to drink. Fortunately my pain is pretty well managed.
ReplyDeleteI hope that you can get some good rest over the next couple of weeks. And do a little celebrating (or a whole lot, if you're up to that).
Blessings and Bear hugs, from the Bear who cannot hibernate.
You know I am with you with this one, Kristy. You are doing incredibly well. Don't forget that. :) x
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