I'm back

I know I finally feel like I have a little life in me if I feel like blogging. I have started to get more active again. I have been suffering from severe allergies and have done everything from washing them out to taking meds for them. The meds have left me feeling crappy and speedy but anti-social. I have done my best around the house even though I feel like I could of done more to keep things in order and I haven't. I have a big wreck of a house to clean up since the month of decline in mood and body. My back hurts today after unloading a hind of beef and some pork which together is about 175lbs. I'm set for meat until this fall and I'm very happy about it. I also planted a garden even though I have one more part of the garden to till up by hand and plant. The weather is still coldish to put in tomatoes or starter plants. I still have tomatoes, cucumbers, peppers, eggplant to put in and some herbs by seed. I have put in sugar peas, snap peas, swiss chard, salad greens, green onions, and radishes.
I have finally sent a gift card for my mother's day present and hope it gets there faster than she has sent my birthday present. My birthday was last week and cards and presents still ha vent came even though people have asked me about them. I'm still sort of disappointed about not receiving them in a timely matter. Oh well it is the thought that counts even if I don't know what that thought is.
I got a golf membership not that long ago and have played a couple of times but haven't lately due to bugs and allergies. I tend to keep in the house during black fly season. I will soon when it isn't raining . I wish today it wouldn't rain because I feel real good for a change. I do look forward to the summer though.

Sick

I have been sick again with the seasonal allergies. I can hardly breath and it is getting old. My nasal passages are horrible and my lungs are like fire and very heavy to breath. I have asthma and spring tends to tear me up. My head throbs like an elephant is sitting on it. The thing is I love spring and it's changing into the greens ,yellows and purples around here. I love to play golf again and not be sick for days. I have had one allergy med and it isn't working anymore . Time for another one and maybe less symptoms. How I would love to just sleep with the window open or even dig my garden. I have been a mess now for about 2 weeks. I have been extremely tired and icky also. Time to do something different as I hate how things have been going and how I don't get out much at all or do much of anything at all .