Lately, I have had this odd feeling creep up. I haven't had it in awhile. It is called happiness. It has been an elusive feeling these past couple of years. It is so natural and great. I'm actually grateful for my life at the moment and I have never much liked my life. I can honestly say life is good and my complaints are normal everyday complaints. Which most normal people have instead of something devastating happening .
It is nice to live life and not have many complaints. I think I could get used to being happy. I like enjoying normal life. I do have to give myself a push to do things but I think it is normal. Once I do what I have to do I have such a overwhelming pleasure about getting something done or doing an activity. I need some stimulation in this weird mood. I get it from exercising lately even though I have to force myself to do it. I find playing the Wii helps with exercising and putting me in a good mood. I have more energy when I exercise. I have been making goals which aren't really like me and planning out life. Now I just hope my mood holds up for life to happen. I could get real used to this happiness feeling.